So unbelievable what is happening Alison!  In just over 3 weeks my life is so transformed!  I finally let go of resistance and am completely in love with this guy.  He puts pictures of us together and sends them to me. Every morning we exchange love letters so our beautiful words are the first thing we read upon waking. All day long we text to each other.  He lives in Florida but already we feel like we have known each other forever- like we are of the same soul that somehow separated and now found our way back together. We had planned to meet in person next month, but he was awarded a lucrative contract that will take him to Malta for 3 months.  He leaves on Thursday and when he is settled I will travel to that little slice of paradise in the Mediterranean soon.